today i was dreamt about vina for three times in one night..

however,i dreamt about someone else in the 2nd dream..

he is my MR.M..its okay,i bet he wont see this..i bet

after i woke up,i was extremely cool down on my bed..

or as R said,this is so called emo..

then all the memories flashed back..

but the memory was only one day..31/8/2008..my most happy day in my life..

others memories were 3 years ago..when we were standard6..

aww..so miss those days..

after my so called emo ,i suddenly wanted to tell him that i have a huge crush on him..so badly..

but,i was scared..im scared too..

should i?

should i??

should i???

arghh..i know he is not interested in me.

but..at least i tried right?

BUT the thing is,if after i tell him,will he ignore me or dont want to friend me anymore?

so,at last,i dint do it.....

but MAYBE someday i will......

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