arghh, i hate this computer im using
cant type chinese, cant use msn
what the hell is this computer?

at 9:19 PM

huei yi
kai hui
xue ni joined us then we went to watch a movie, the confession of a shopaholic!

went back at 8pm, my mum's boss, fetched huei yi and i home, so paiseh,i got a feeling that he was like our driver, cause black window, nice car, no talking, just huei yi and i talked,haha, but he is rich, all branded one kayy

at 8:39 AM

hey yeah, exam finally is over over and over!
suddenly dont know what to do after exam, haha, so weird

and now i announce, i wont hate anyone anymore, i wont, fine, if she/he really annoying, then i will hate she/he,haha

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at 6:47 PM

currently, im studying
and luckily im finally into a study mood
first few days i really felt like want to crazy cause i couldn't concentrated
i hate friday the 13th, the unlucky friday
still remember last year was very hmm, scaring?
and passed my 2008's friday the 13th with li shuen them
got ghost with me and my house hurh?
happy memories
but this year's, things just happened
although it was me to cut off this relationship, but i think that you two was also thinking to do this decision, right?you dont have to answer
cause seemed like not surprise at all
maybe it is good
just start all over from the start
from now on, my life wont have their exists, i wont mention them again
i believe that i can live happier without them,a life with no crying
exam is coming!
good luck to my all friends, only true friends =)

p/s: just remind myself, i'll do those tags after exam

at 10:55 AM

keep holding on
i love this song, although the album was released when i was form2
meaningful

at 9:13 PM

11th:
today jay swan dint come to school, my friends said i was so quiet
i admitted, cause my mood was bad
reached school at 12.10pm, late for duty, already thought a reason to tell but when i reached library, many librarians were gone, only remembered that today was supposed to take photos of librarians
i was planned to not to go, but what still can i do?
so rushed , i mean ran to dewan and there were them, still not ready
supposed start at 11.45pm, but now? fine already, just stood still and talked to my friend
12.45pm only ended, made me geram
went to stadium to find joee and genglin, but ended up saw her, with her friends, i just walked away
checked hair, dint pass, but zhi ting dint demerit me, nice yeah
during physics period, talked with wen chien, felt much much better, and she told me a story
HAHAH, what a nice story
after school, i had received a msg, from someone, sigh, thing just getting more and more complicated
i think i know how to do, but i guess i will hurt some ppl
so confuse
doing my homework till 3am
and now, is 8.39am, going to school soon, for duty
p/s: im so tired now, just slept i think 4hours

at 8:25 AM

10th :
today had my librarian's duty and found that my juniors were really quiet, i was so bored and wanted to chat with them, but, cant find one topic, how awful
but also found that alison was nice, at least she was not so quiet
i saw someone during physics, but i dint call her, but i think she saw me too, and dint call me either
im fed up, for seeing what you have done
if you see this, then come and spam me again, we are really really done
during pj lesson, we came down to field, and as usual, i was playing around and shouting around with stupid wen chien
and alison joined us
thanks yeah for helping me
and thats she told me a news, and i heard ppl calling my chinese name
god, call brenda lah, why that?
yeww
about that news, i will find out who is she =)
after school, went to batu ferringhi for dinner with family
went to a western restaurant named magic or magic 1, no idea is which one
because my dad was leaving tomorrow, means today, 11th
and now he is already gone

at 8:44 AM

lately, i dont know why, the flashback kept recalling on my mind
just something happened or i went a place, suddenly i had a deep feeling
like at the day that was my mum's birthday, we went to explanade there, and listen to the speaker, the sound was really great and reminded me the most happy day of my life, i cant forget that day even i know it is nothing for you
and yesterday, i went to FOS to buy clothes cause my short was dirty that i dint know when i was at home, when i sit on the bench, reminded me something again
same place, same me, but not her

that's the words keep spinning on my head, there, which is from jojo's
LIFE CHANGE>HUMAN CHANGE.
EVERYTHINGS CHANGE. =(

at 7:56 AM

yesterday :
today is my mum's birthday
morning went for karate, was the most tiring training, sweating a lot
but eherm, i have attended for 1 month already!
skip piano class, skip physics tuition
i have told that my dad had bought a diamond necklace for my mum today
quite unbelivable
cause my mum never had a diamond before
my mum said i can get one when im 18
was planned to go to hotel's buffet
but ended up with the roadside porridge
because my dad said we are rush for the explanade talk of DAP
went there, quite lot of people, my bro and i just listened about 45 minutes then mum fetched us back
my day just ended by this way
kinda boring!

at 11:35 AM

sometimes, i really feel like wanna delete this blog cause it seems like not me
i want to post the truth and my real feelings, but i just cant post out, should i get a another private blog?


sunday i went to educational at PISA
to ask for the information for me and my bro of course
singapore, of course
and lastly, we got the information we wanted
supposed to go to singapore this friday, but arghh, yesterday my dad said it is cancelled
because my bro which is going to sit upsr but still so lazy to study
so my dad said dont give him hope that when he go to singapore then no need to study malay anymore
and a lot of stuff
anyway, it is cancelled
i also will work harder this year, very important for me, i know

at 4:44 PM