at 8:07 PM

woke up at 8am
9am then went to hsbc premiere centre to open a account for me
i brought my notes and coins
notes only 704bucks, coins unknown yet
the people had to count first, manual wan
i thought they will use machine to count them wan
so outdated
after that, rushed back to home, rozanne is coming
she came after we talked a while, my dad fetched us to gurney
had lunch at breeks, unexpectly met jlan there too
chatted a lot with R there
after lunch, we planned to watch movie
so stupid
why so many ppl there?!
crazy wan
so we gave up, just shopping around
i spotted a heels lah
so nicee
and so cheapp
but my mum dint let, so how?
dint buy ,
but one day i will convince her
chilled at 600cc since starbucks and coffee bean was fulled of people
R had her first papaya drink there ,haha

at 5:04 PM

happy chinese new year to you all !
gong hei gong hei
=)
i really thanks to the people who care about me
thanks
if i dint tell you what happened, you're my good friend
if i did tell you what happened, you're special
=)
i just dont know how to express myself, my secrets
i really do have lot of secrets
they are scary
i know hiding all the secrets is really tough and suffering
but i just dont know, sigh, i think i really need a counselor
anyway, today im much better
but not very better
just much

today was quite boring, just it was fun when im get into the pool
with all my cousins
we even brought my dog down to the pool side
he was so guai, just sat there and watching us
when we finished and wanted to go up to my house
funny thing happened!
i let go my dog's rope to let him free a while
when we all played run and chase ,suddenly my dog jumped down the pool
AHHH, thats what i screamed
so surprise, im not screamed for thought he will drown, is it was such a shock
then faster go rescued him
luckily there was no other ppl
if not, then shit d
now is 10.15pm and my cousin back home already
im so bored
i wanna go visit my friend's house, but dont know they let or not
actually, chinese new year aint so fun as we thought

p/s : if you are in bad mood, watch shin chan, it will help

at 9:56 PM

you all are ruining my life and my chinese new year
i hate this cny
i hate when i stay here
i hate to see you both acting every day
i wanna cry out
i wanna get out of here
i wanna run away!
i just cant stay here anymore

at 12:29 AM

woke up at 8.30am in the morning
went for dimsum
at there, i was thought that i have spotted M and suddenly i was like cannot breathe
but it was just i was thought, that guy aint him
so disappointed
and joee said that i should flirt with him
stupid
i dont flirt
i know you flirt
HAHA
after the disappointment, we went to 'the cove' to meet my mum's client who wanted to rent there for 8000bucks per month
such a waste
BUT, there was really worthed for the price
goshh, it was just so big inside the house
i've counted, there was 6 rooms which included a maid's room, 2 emergency doors, and 2 balconies
the scenery was just so amazed, you could hardly to figure out which part is the ocean and which part is the sky
soooo pretty
the thing i love the most is the master room, it was just so big as the area is equal to my current living room plus my kitchen
the living room is equals to my whole house's area
and the maid's room is just as 'big' as my room now
how sad it is
okay, back to the living room, inside the room, has 1balcony and a toilet
inside the toilet, has steamroom and bathtub
the mainpoint is, there was a large open closet to put all the lovely dresses and many boxes to put your scarf, bracelet and so on

at 11:33 PM

today is my bro's birthday

at 1:26 AM

phewwww
finally i have done my chinese homework by spending 3hours
damn longgggg
but fine, i like chinese =)




before school :

after school :

at 10:35 PM

people, i dint go to school today

at 11:26 PM

im exhausted!
and i am so tired but i still have tons of homework are waiting for me to do
today i really did a lot of things
first, woke up at so early morning to attend the rumah
after rumah, kai hui and i went to kaunseling to do a test, she wanna do about love one, but i prefer about our personalities one
did for a while at foyer, went up to find jlan, then ller?
dint know where she went, fine, continue my stuff
we went inside the bilik kaunseling and talked lot of teacher
the teacher was so nice, i felt very calm and easy when i talked to her
she gave me a lot of advises and i think it will might work for my problem
i hope so
talked too long and i was late for my account class, but it was not a big deal
the time was passing sooo slow and i was not totally pay attention on it, i was so nervous about the orientation for form1 students of the intro about library
i was so hardworking to took down all the notes about library while the teacher was teaching about account
haha
after account and in the class of s4c, jay swan wrote the chinese essay and she gave me to read, one thing to say, it was so funny!
hahaha
i kept laughing and laughing like siaochabo
really very funny laa
so during the period 3, i went out for the orientation
i think i was went there too early and i helped another group while i was thought that it was my group
hahah
stupid
i think i talked so not bad laa, and the k1h one got some so funny or so called kiam pa?
i still remembered got one, she kept asking me that about ponteng, like ' if i join librarian then can i ponteng?' i said no..then she said ' then got what badan perkhidmatan can ponteng one? '
* oh my god *
i answered ' you arhh, you only form 1 then always think about ponteng's thing '
then all the people laughed
so funny
and she also kept asking us many questions about library but at the end, she dint join
so before the class went out, i asked them again ' you all arh, ask so many question is it just want to ponteng class hmm?'
then they laughed again
i knew it..
after that the whole day was not special, just the english periods were torturing me, my eyes wanted to close already, but then, i respected him, mr wong wai yi, so i dint sleep
good girl
=)
after school, went to queensbay and bought two shorts from forever21
=)))
although today was tiring, it was fun too..

at 11:05 PM

today since no one date me, i went to gurney with family again
nothing much to say, just hate that i have saw him and her
stupid him and cibai her
thats what R called her, and thats me to called him like that
i really hate him, i wish R never met him or so get into him
i hope that he suddenly disappear like never show up in this world before
do you know that how much litres of tears R had dropped for the stupid?
i dint know, but it is going to turn up more and more
I HATE HIM!

at 10:03 PM

actually today has lot to say, but now im tired, so i will cut some
today before i went to school, i asked my mum
me : mummy, i ask you a question arhh, what if arh you found out that i have a boyfriend, what will you do?
mummy : why suddenly ask this question?
me : hmm..because yesterday our school's counselor came to my class and called us to go home and ask our parents about this question..(of course it was just a story i made up =D)
mummy : *thinking for soo long*..hmmmmmm..sure cannot laa, you are still studying and you are not so mature yet to handle this thing..dont want boyfriend la, just be friend lor..others wait you after study only see la
me : hmm..okay!
i knew she will answered by that way, but it doesnt matter, i actually dont know one yet, i really not so mature for that
if i really want to get into a relationship, it must be a serious relationship, NOT PUPPY LOVE
so?
just wait and see
at school, had gotong-royong, nothing to do and say, all were just acting for wong wai yi and dicipline teacher
then after school, my cousin followed my car to my house cause she wanted to bath and dress up for her godmather's dinner
i was also dress up for gurney later on
i just love shopping, i mean, everyone love shopping right?
and i just found that i really become fatter since i came back from hols when i put on a tube
=D=D=D=D
sooo happy
when we went to lancome counter cause my mum wanna bought a powder
but we ended up with rm400
and the traffic was soo jam inside the carpark there, we have waited for 30minutes to get out the gurney's carpark
when we finally can gave the ticket to the guard, my mum asked her ' why was it so jam? is it the machine spoiled? we have waited here for half and hours! '
*speechless...............*
guard ' downstairs downstairs"
then we went to downstairs and found that there were no carssss, STUPID HIM, what did he mean just now?

at 11:49 PM

im sooo bored, so just simply write a post since i have forgotten to write one yesterday
arghhh
immm sooooo boreeddddd
i wanna go out so badly
and i can of course, i have already have my mum's permission
but the point is, i have no one to accompany
how sad!!
everyone seems like so busy and have no time to entertain me, =(
Jo laa, going out with her dad then Joee also like cannot go
so?
whatever
stay at home, or go shopping with my family, or hmm, go rozanne's house?
=D
yeah!
i have found that what should i do on sunday
congratulation to my dad!
he have found a new job in shanghai and coming back to penang next thurs
good news is, we can go to shanghai during holiday
i just love shanghai, there is so cool, although i have almost forgot that i went there before, like few years ago?
then the bad news is, since my dad is coming back, that means maybe i cannot go out anymore until he back, i must act like a good daughter you know?
HOW SADDDDD
so date me date me!
sunday is the last day for me
=DDDDDDD

at 10:29 AM

i've joined karate today!
cant believe it
and dont laugh to me please
i wanted to join since primary 6 already kay?
just dont have someone to accompany me
thats why
so
dont laugh or perli me!
especially that si gui
really si gui
i will prove to you
and im waiting for your tao
=D
and today really someone made me really very beh syiok
arghh
hate her
i dont like people do a stupid face or say what stupid thing and what your stupid tone to me
especially you kayy
stay away from me

at 7:48 PM

at 9:53 AM

at 8:09 PM

today was my grandpa's birthday, nothing so special, just had a lunch with him
that restaurant was really gave us a bad service, and made me late to ttn for 30minutes
i really love my physics tuition, it was fun and i could see him, my MR.A
and today i even took a pic of him, well, it was just a pic of his back
but he was cute too!
*and im not going to post his pic, it is just for me*
he is cute, he is funny, he is nice looking!
BUT, the stupidest thing is that, he is shorter than me,arghhhhhhhhhh
sooooooo stupid!!
but anyway, we can make friends right?

and then after ttn, went gurney with mum and bro
and i've spent 600+ bucks
dont ask me what i have bought, thats the secret i'll never tell, xoxo, brenda
hahaha
when i got back to home, my mum told me that daddy said i cannot buy things anymore
its fine, i have bought the things i wanted, and i really have spended a lot money this month, not yet a month, just two weeks, and i have already spended around 1000bucks
i think it is just enough, but im still going to buy a pair of shoes, or two?

at 9:54 PM

today was busy day, but it was good
first woke up at 9am, thanks joee, for calling me to wake me up
then went for dentist appoinment, piano, then physics ttn
so fast, after physics already was 6.30pm
oh yeah, forgot to mention that, i was going to youth service, which is for christians but i am a buddist
so, i was arguing with my mum all the afternoon, and i cried too, so finally my dad agreed, but only for once, no more
*skipped the details of argument, i am lazy*
it was started from 7.30pm to 10pm
the point i wanted to go to there isnt for jesus or whatever, i just wanted to have a talk with joee, we have already long time dint talk and talk and talk
reached there, omg
it was so CHURCH
sang the jesus's songs, of course i was not singing, just listening, i was trying ot respect the jesus or so called the god, but joee kept talking with me, well, i replied her for sure
hahah
then all the whole things were so CHURCH too, i really dont like that, so i just ignored about what the woman said, just talking with joee
finally ended, followed joee's car to her house, also is my grandma's house, my mum them were waiting for me there
then up to joee's house, suddenly she apologized to me, said that ' i know today was boring, sorry' i dint expected her to say such this thing
joee! you have grown up! more mature already hmm?
hahah
oh right, today i have received RM500 from my grandpa and auntie
and yesterday i also had received RM41 from joee, weird right? rm41? it is for me to buy the thing i want to buy, obviously, joee, you dont know what is a surprise called..TOO BAD!

at 12:53 AM

first, i have to say, HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO GEOK CHENG!
today i really had a good day although quite pekcek laa for my add math
ha-ha
that was the first chapter and basic thing but i got it so complicated and confused at first
my friends too, so we discussed for quite long i think, and finally i got it
ha-ha-ha
so happy that time
and today i began to adapt to this class and form4 life where i was so confused and upset during last two days
i got a good appetite today too =D

at 8:28 PM

at 8:40 PM

today reached school at 8.30am for my duty in library
i really dint want to wake up so early, i was planned to reach sch at 7.30am, but i couldn't control my body, i couldn't slept ytd, until 1.30am i think whereas i was already in bed at 12.30am
so morning i really couldn't made it
today's duty was really boring, i kept yawning
then after duty was already 1pm
entered class, went to lab for physics arhh, but we dont have textbook so we just need to listen to what she said
goddd
it was damn boring, i just kept yawning and yawning and yawning and yawning
and i did that all the time before recess
the periods before recess were so bored, the time was like moving as slow as a turtle
no mood in eating again today
but the good thing was, after recess, i had back some of my energy, so when there was no teacher, we four or sometimes five in a group kept talking an laughin, it was fun, it was the only fun thing for me in this class
and today my mum broke her promise again, i hate everytime she did, it make me hate that im in this family
but, just for a while =)

at 9:45 PM

this was the first day of schooling
woke up at 10.30am although i have planned to wake up at 8am last night
watched gossip girl season2 at the morning,i love blair,she is gorgeous =)
then met with rozanne and joee in goodall, genglin ppk,talked a while, it was so great to see them after dint see them for two month
then entered school to find that who was same class with me
sadly, only 3friends were in my class
others all of them were from e3c
sigh
got some that i dont like
oh yeah,i dint mention that im in S4C,arghh, i wanna in S4H..*scream*
sit beside jay swan, suddenly so miss li shuen
sigh
my form teacher is wong wai yi!
ahhhhhhhhHHH!
he is so hamsap,i still remembered how was his expression when he looked at me last year when he was talking with my friends
yuckiee
and he was always smile all the time
i dare not to look at his mouth and eyes
looked like, DISGUSTING
he never taught me before and i dont know how he is
hope he is good
actually today was good, kept chatting and laughing with friends,today mood very good ehh, but i dont know why, i lost my appetite whole day
but on the last period, that was sejarah, the teacher LCL which i dunno her full name, she was fierce, and because i couldn't answer her question, stupid question, she asked me that what was the last peraturan we should follow during her peroid she said just now
please laa, i wasnt listening to you kayy, your voice was so damn small, and do you know that my malay was suck? i need time to interprate what you said okay?
SO, i couldn't answer that question although my friend was trying to help me
result?
i have to clean the blackboard after school

at 8:55 PM

woke up at 11am
i was going to queensbay for shopping,and get a stupid haircut
arghh
fetched my grandma, grandpa, and two cousins
reached there at 2pm something
actually just shopped two shops for today
i always cant shop enough with my mum and them
they always say tired although im just started
shopped topshop, there was a sales there, but i couldn't find any for me
next stop, i went forever 21 by myself,there was a huge sales there
omg
and today was the last day for the sales!
ready to shop till you drop!!

at 7:54 PM

today i was going to gurney with jlan
on the morning, she was supposed to come my house to put things at my house

at 9:48 PM

点名規則:
1.被點名的朋友要回答所有的問題
2.之後再多加一道題目上去(要留小名...這是玩這個遊戲的唯一福利= =)
3.最後再點10個好朋友繼續傳下去
4.違規者會倒楣一輩子
5.目標：一百萬人

0000001
蟑螂問：你喜歡(暗戀)的人是誰?
jay =D

0000002
巍巍問：如果地球即將毀滅，只能救一個人，會救誰?
不想救，他/她会很孤单

0000003
阿風問：最讓你感動的歌?
蒲公英的约定

0000004
閃電問：誰曾經做過最令你感動的事，是什麼事？有人做过吗？
目前就是某人送我我很想要的礼物，完全没想过，很意外

0000005
小盈問：你喜歡男生還是女生?
男生

000006
CC問：如果看到自己最愛的人熟睡在自己面前，你會做什麼?
just watchng him and kiss his cheek maybe? haha

0000007
莉莉問：人生對你而言，最重要的人是誰?
没有最重要的，谁都一样重要

0000008
梅花問：請以20字，大概形容一下傳給你的人?
hmm..我的老公，为人不错，时常给我意外的惊喜，我只是希望她能够时常开开心心.

0000009
JOE：2006年做過最後悔的事情?
神经，谁还会记得?

10)
阿妮問：你是哪裡人(縣市)？
新加坡人

0000011
奇兒問：如果還有來生，要當女的還是男的?
还是女

0000012
喬恩問：哪件事情讓你永生難忘?
没有吧

0000013
小玉問：你最想去哪個國家?
美国

0000014
蚯蚓問：你最喜歡什麼顏色的內褲?
白痴

0000015
大雄問：覺得自己最大的優點和缺點是啥米?
我哪知道

0000016
笨蛋問：你覺得和傳給你的人做朋友怎樣？
不错

0000017
胰臟問：如果世上所有人都背叛你，捨你而去，你打算怎麼辦?
跑到一个新的地方

0000018
奶茶問：在你的生活中最不可缺少的人事物是什麼?
家人和朋友

0000019
加油問：我帥(美)嗎?
白痴

0000020
那那問：不會想槍斃點你的人嗎？
还好

0000021
鋼筆問：如果你在人生遭到極大的失敗，你會怎辦？
那时再说

0000022
DANNY問：如果你能變成透明人，你想做什麼?
没什么

0000023
家宜問：對於這個遊戲感想如何?
超级白痴，可是我要有毅力!

0000024
美環問：從小到大所做過最糗的事是?
很多，今天就非常不幸的发生了

0000025
喔伊問：你在哪時候哪裡認識傳給你的人?
前年的十一月吧，当我在中国时在friendster认识

0000026
兔子問：目前為止，被幾個男生或女生告白過?
hmm..谁会一个一个去算呢

0000027
綠茶問：出生到現在最感謝的人?
很多

0000028
P問：對於好朋友的定義是?
互相关心、包容、呵护、分享、担忧、一起加油=) {copied from jlan's one, lazy}


0000029
皮皮問：如果你被不喜歡的人強吻，而且還是初吻，你會怎樣?
不会吧

0000030
姊妹問：單身好還是有情人好?
还好

0000031
尼銘問：覺得自己夠成熟嗎?
还好

0000032
蝌蚪問：親情、愛情、友情，對你而言重要性排順序?
亲情，友情，爱情

0000033
小郭問：你想要幾歲發生性關係丫?
...............................

0000034
白色問：最討厭傳給你的人哪一點?
always pekcek and bad mood

0000035
蘋果問：喜歡的動物?
dog

0000036
快樂問：你快樂嗎?
还好

0000037
“5566“問：最喜歡的歌手?
很多

0000038
布丁問：友情與愛情是不是難以抉擇?
还好

0000039
河馬問：你希望未來的另一半和你哪個先死?
他吧

0000040
喵喵問：你會很念舊嗎?
还好

0000041
不懂問：你心情不好時會做些什麼?
online

0000042
景美問：最喜歡的運動?
篮球吧，可是我不会，很矛盾吧 =)

0000043
吉吉問：當一個很重要的人對你灰心的時候你會怎麼做?
那时再说

0000044
小不點問：對於未來另一半的擇友條件?
没什么

0000045
紅孩兒問：你最想對傳給你的人說的一句話?
要开开心心哦，还有今年一定要非常努力，放心，我一定会比你念书的

0000046
槍手問：當你寫這篇問卷寫到這裡你的感覺是什麼?
差不得要到放弃的极限了

000047
黑皮問：如果有一天你的朋友都不理你了你會怎樣?
请参考第17题的答案

0000048
圈圈問：你最怕什麼啦?
请参考我昨天的博客

0000049
田田問：1+1=？
白痴


0000050
蔓蔓問：你(妳)msn和及時通的帳號一樣嗎?
urh?

0000051
肉粽問：你的提款卡是幾號啊?
12345678910

0000052
莎莎問：你(妳)曾經心裡上的劈腿嗎?
.......................................

0000053
安啾問：你總共浪費多少時間在這問卷上面?
差不多一小时半了

0000054
理奈問：你介意同性戀嗎?
hmm?

0000055
欣誼問：你心機重嗎?
还好


0000056
ㄚ牛問：想吃肉嗎!!!!
还好

0000057
丫鬼問：喜歡麥當勞叔叔嗎!?
还好

0000058
GirlGirl問：是不是想不到问题问?
................

0000059
SanJaDebRa問：想吃一顿好料的吗?
不想

000060
b1rdb1rd問：喜欢圣诞节吗?
没有特别喜欢

000061
婷婷問：你曾經睡過最久的一次是幾個小時?
12吧

000062
0---100問: 你喜欢一个人是多久???
喜欢他很久了哦


000063
missE 问：想放弃目前喜欢的人吗？
永远不会

000064
Mug 问: 情人节最想收到什么?
都没情人，哪来情人节

000065
xfirex问：在乎曾经拥有，还是天长地久？
曾经拥有..天长地久是不可能的

000066
brenda说：好吧，绕了你..进入67题吧

tagged : vina ,elyn and ah guan

at 11:56 PM

Tagged by my baby, elyn

Tag 8 people to do this quiz and those who are tagged cannot refuse. These people must state who they were tagged by and cannot tag the person whom they were tagged by. Continue this game by sending it to other people

1. Name the persons you tagged.
jlan
vina
ah guan
jojo
{enough}
2. Describe yourself in one word.
brenda!
3. Who would you pick, someone who really loves you, or the one you love?
i prefer that one who really loves me =)
4. Have you ever loved someone before but never had the courage to tell him/her?
yes yes!!
5. How if people reject your confess face to face?
no..this situation will never happen to me..i reject ppl..LOL
6. God is giving u just 5 more minutes before going back to heaven, IF you love someone special, what will you say to that person?
i love you.if you do love me,forget about me
7. What will u say to a person who doesn't want to believe u?
i hate when ppl dont believe me, like Jo did before.=( but she did believe me later
8. Was ever a time that you tried to learn to love someone?
no
9. Do you have something important with you all the time?
yeah..handphone =)
10. Long distance love ?
sure , if i love him
11. Best place to cry?
on my bed which i always do
12. Who do you love the most?
hmm?
13. Tell us of your dream last night?
*thinking* sorry, ytd i dint dream anything
14. Ever hated someone so bad?
yeahh..but for a while
15. The biggest & most hurtful lie you heard?
nah, i heard nothingg
16. The last person you had a beer with?
that was a long ago..now im finding one to drink with me
17. The last person you went to the movies with?
arghh..it was two months ago..forgotten
18. The last person you talked on the cell phone with?
vina!!
19. The last person you hugged?
hmm?forgotten
20. The last person you yelled at?
i dont yell..HAHAHA
21. In the last week have you kissed someone?
no one, no one, no oneeee~~ alicia keys!
22. Think of the last time you were angry, why were you angry?
yesterday! when i was picking wallets at gucci, my bro kept saying the words that hurt me
23. If you could do anything or wish anything, what would it be?
i want to see my friends right now!
24. If you could have an all expense paid trip, where will you go?
US!! to buy my gucci's bag!
25. Are you old fashioned?
how do i know?
26. What would be the hardest thing for you to give up on?
friends and family
27. Five facts About Me:
hmm..
just three:
loveable
kissable
hugable
HAHAHHAHA
28. Five things that scare me:
ghost
angry ppl
lizards
no friends
being alone
29. Two Songs Playing in My Head Lately:
amnesia-britney spears
my baby-britney spears
30. Five Things I treasure in my life:
friendships
my family
my dog
my laptop
my memories

at 10:40 PM

i dunno what i should say about today
oh yeahh
i bought a handbag too today
=)

at 1:02 AM